 | my refuge, mementos of my journey | Mar 9, 2006 |
a site of beautiful memories, captured in a 2 megapixel sony ericsson w800i, a site where i am the hero and the villainess, a site of outpouring emotions and secrets revealed. this is my tribute to a very wonderful life with me and the people who does make it colorful. this is a free space for everyone who doesnt give a damn to lifes marvelous gift; nature. this is where i shed my true being and the colors that heats up the moment. enjoy and dont forget to leave a message on the guest book! thnx! joseph bontilao |  | party, mixed up, i saw someone wearing black undies this night and i was so drowned to see it hahahaha. thnx for the peep. you are so amazing
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 The wedding was on July 13, 2008. i was having a great time back in Pagadian. I discovered some funny stuff over some practices, like the priest was so boring, he had his Chuppah style over the veil during the rites, so weird. And the brides mom, hahahaha, shes anonymous to me with her daughter from Connecticut, who dresses floppy. Yes, imagine shes in her own style... and of course the 10 years wedding coordinator( shunning me with the longevity! But she was a florist by the way calling herself a coordinator and a host by the podium, killing my surprises for the cowardness she got. Gees, she almost made me kill her coz she wanted to change my program, well, the pessimistic them was slapped back at them. telling me stuff that almost broke my heart, and I stand against them, proving them wrong. I got the last laugh for that host from Cagayan and to that sister, I was the sinister, HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA. The people in pagadian FYI if attending parties like wedding would leave after the eating part, so sad. i heard sad stories from Bernies family and to the Guillermos owner Andrea over wasted moments they got. SO, to their surprise, the guest partied with us till 11 pm... well isnt that great. frocks was swollen and i need to drink more, i was nailed and banged with 3 guys as i could remember from the hotel. whew, it was a grand rainbow that showed me to do my stuff and be proud going back to Cebu. it was a perfect vision i saw to pursue things instored for that event. I even got a laud from the Ambassador to Malaysia. Well Im a proud shit, sitting up my throne in Pagadian sipping my cup of success poured with lots and lots of Quencher and relaxation. After all, I was laughing till i jaw breaks, it was a success! I beat them! well as the cliche goes" if you cant beat me, Join me!  the production team for supplement once again, made its tough day a soft one. making a good laugh after a tiring and humid day at Shangrila Mactan Resort and Spa with Nikki Taylor of AD MODELES FEMME, thanx to mama Dexter Alazas, Jessie Glova my dear friend and our avante garde maquillage, chief Alex Badayos our fotog and miss Lesley Tan our guide who amde everything possible and our shoot a success. Kamiseta lend us their beach wears that really fits to Nikki and Chi Spa opens its door to us... i just came from the hospital and i feel weak by that time. but it never stopped me to still have the stamina and strength for this event. im glad Emz and Jello were there, made the whole pictorial wacky! love thee guys | | Bernie and anns wedding |
7.31.08
its been quite a while now that i am enjoying my serenity over my Yahoo messenger. Started out as come querry and little did i know, i developed a formula to get hooked to a person i barely or rather havent seen in my entire life. just like my ERIK. Few good men on the loose and ends bitterly sweet. bitter for my agony of catastrophic emotion spent while sweet for the memory i lingered on until now. Funny how are our conversation starts from a common person. the lustifying topic that lead us to become not us in the middle. Splurging the tiniest detail and an emotional havoc that disrupt me in 15 minutes causing too much destruction over mind state. i am alienated. then orbs into the scene, a flashback, i returned to normalry. He was this normal pup who needs some nurture, feeding him with a dullop of love and sprinkled with sweetness, we retain to miss each other, even for a wringing stressfull day could no longer hold the bars that pretend to be there but not there. Ironic of the situation where i hardly belies on for posibilities always have it own predicament and time. i always believe that Sonny was just another creature, who softens me up when my world turns upside down and elevates my mood when i felt down and out. Sonny is no stranger to my sanity and he always find my curb when things arent at its place. Now, i am happy for a constant person to remind me that after a stressfull day at work i have someone to bring me back to planet earth! Thank you for the one who never forgets his promise!
| | Supposedly a bohol trip but due to bad weather, everyone was so petrified to travel by boat. so here we are enjoying the sights (AGAIN) of plantation bay resort and spa. Well with that guy i met from General Santos Carlo Pereño, i never went to bed wasted:) |
| | thnx jigs for the pics. thnx to April Rama, shes lovely and of kors miss Jaja Chiongbian-Rama better half of Hon. Edu Rama, saw miss Kate Torralba and dad, Jude Bacalso partied also and a lot of manila peeps. |
| | this is when mishelle espanola about to leave sunstar for dubai. well, we had fun! |
 this was the result of a true effort by bobbie albert and christopher coliares plus orlando gacko sweating like its hot, doing the fotoshop. as a content editor i did see the progression of the lay-out. well im so happy about the result hahaha. wheres my groom? raymond garcia ikaw ba yan? 6.03.08
hatred worsening, scavenging the rotten world with life
famished soul, fed with agony
slowly shattered into thin air; evaporates.
walking on the straightline, leads me to nowhere
embracing every second of life counts; never there.
the stuppor of my brain, led me to forget you.
inch of hope trying to revive memory; fades.
| | Punishment in terms of facing with idiots? yes i just had my share; but to heck with it coz i had fun doing the hosting stint for Rastalamban 2008. it started out with gasyo for the sponsorship, then turned out to be friendships who were involved in the activity. RAB; the guy who is into this event invited me to come and join them for the practice, later then told me to be the host, which i am not that ready. but i must have to share my expertise; talking.
what so funny about this event, some people came in not knowing what they are into, well! i did my best research about RASTAFARI a religion from Etopia to Jamaica and to the world. I was not informed nor detailed about it but what so funny is that these slobs, who sit in front of me were eloped with curiosity and i admit they are still the same junk attitude( for example there were this group of you know assuming individuals, old individuals as like monicker to the event). If it wasnt for the proceeds then i admit i will walk my way out. But since i had this root from the Bontuyan courtesy of my great grand lola on my mothers side, i could have sworn to God that i hate the people in front of me. Encouragement from the young party crowd, beautiful guys and girls, the organizers and Sun.star's very own Arni Aclao and Ally the intern, the show must go on.
I so gonna love the band, CDMC, the LUPON and my good friends band Onion leaves, they stirred up Talamban Gym. it was great to see young people in shindig and not those lookers sitting there and made sure their ass are untouched. hahaha.
Thnx to RUSS ARVIN Bontuyan, GAsyo, JUlie ann, Chris from Hyundai(who happened to be my relative) OGIE my boyfriend and the rest of the production crew. ATE Glovie aka Mariel and binky who always lend me his cigarettes whenever im in the tense moment ans as i am getting ready to face the hiatus inside the gym that night.
To sum it up: It was a party for Talamban, crowd were good(i mean the young party crowd), i had such a great time with the guys after the event, i had a night.,
Good luck next year, i believe i will be an expectator now not a crowd pleaser:) |
| | this was the fruit of the half day labor. Fotog is Joseph Ong |
 this day was soo rainy, but yet we achieved the best photoshoot for our mothers day supplement cover. it came out today and yes it was fun. the photog: Joseph ong also gaved me a portrait of myself. thnx to anthony and cheryll ballreich and their adorable kids who in some ways lend us their time.Thnx to montebello also, whilst their gm was so grumpy. again it was me, emily and jello of kors bobbie albert did the best cover make up for us. | | a trip for an occular inspection/planning/coordinatings BErnie and Ann's wedding come 12 july 2008. it was a sun soaked summer. beautiful place and people, passes by the huge ricefields, big tuna's in the market, inexpensive buy's and of course great experience. |
latest buzz about me? well im in love and thats the way, and i want you to be happy! that i could shout i love you mine:) | | the fun, the chants, friends, sexcapades, booze in four days and 3 nights. the danguet, the fresh seafoods, beach, church and a lot of thing instored while im chilling. the cutees, the stares and laughter made my trip soooo goooood... |
| | the best island that so far made me chant the lullaby of soliloquy, that let me explore my self. digging the basic and keeps oneself wander with the sun, sand, sea and the breeze. |
| | marketing conference at Nalusuan last feb 9 and 10. same great place for castaways and the same frustrations i had the first time experience. Sevices lacks discipline, food preparation is minimal and they are feeding 48 people. im so sick about managers talking and asking sorry! i had a bitter feeling for the cook, the waiters, the manager and i felt sorry for the place. they really choose whom they cater, like the foreign guests. for the first info, we are paying for that stay! feeding us with fish and rice and eggs and sausages, WTF! |
| | grace emily jello and me once again have this once in a lifetime bonding at Shangri-la's expense hahahaha. but hey we were there to work and after that, tadaaaaa, 4 vodka tonic, cosmopolitan, 2 shots tequila and johnny walker blue thnx to mr. torralba and steven and grace:) |
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